OMG! I'm gonna be 18 on the 21st of this month. I can't believe I made it to 18. Wow. I will be leaglly and adult. O.O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm getting old...

Anyway since Bush won the election me and Christine have been talking about saving our money and moving to canada. Christine actuly looked up a Canadian college site. LoL We were mostly talking about moving incase Bush starts talking a bout drafing again. Peace not war. Flower power. Blah blah blah.

Me, Christine and Sean saw The Grudge this weekend. It scared Sean Christine to the point they almost pissed them selfs. Idk why. I didn't think it was that scary or that good. I will see the 2nd just to see how the story ends. I can't belive it ended that cliff-hangy. Sean and Christine are wussies. Or maybe there's something wrong with me that the movie didn't freak me out? Whatever. Still had fun.

I haven't felt well latly. I ended up leaving early from my friday class last week and to day my morning class teacher wasn't in and class was canceled. I felt to icky to wait 3 hours for my next class so I left. I have to talk to my teacher now. Maybe I'll e-mail him later.

I have to start on my board for my Design class. *sighs*.

OMFG! I lost my UC pin that I won in the fan contest. It was on my school bag, but I noticed last week that it was gon. *cries* I loved thet freaking pin. I wonder if I can buy on from Jena. I gotta note her. *sniff-sniff*

Well, I g2g. Later

~Jen~

I'm feeling low again. Like anyone really cares. Right now I'm just wasting space with my fat ass. I'm such a loser. No body really cares about me. They may say thay do, but they only say it cause that think thats what that should say. If i died noone would care. I would be forgoten in a sec. I'm justs o dumb. Why the fuck can't I be happy? Why do I feel this way? 'cause I'm stupit thats why.

Right now Seans trying to cheer me up. I think I scared him b4 with my depressing words.

ShrimpyEvil (11:53:46 PM): if i was just gone one day would u even care?
Sean (11:54:24 PM): WHAT DO YOU MEAN OFF LINE?
ShrimpyEvil (11:55:07 PM): what it I was just gone and never heard from again would i miss me?
ShrimpyEvil (11:55:12 PM): *u
Sean (11:55:19 PM): WHY DO U ASK>?
ShrimpyEvil (11:55:42 PM): just wondering
Sean (11:56:44 PM): NO...THERE'S A REASON? WHY DO YOU ASK?
ShrimpyEvil (11:57:13 PM): there isn't
Sean (11:57:45 PM): YES THERE IS, ARE U ASKING ME THAT IN CODE AND THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION, WILL DETERMINE IF I LIKE YOU?
ShrimpyEvil (11:57:59 PM): no
ShrimpyEvil (11:58:11 PM): ::gags::
Sean (11:58:11 PM): OH OKIA, I DUNNO?
Sean (11:58:42 PM): PEOPLE NEVER KNOW THOSE KINDA QUESTIONS, UNTIL THE PERSON IS ACTUALLY GONE, SO I WOULDN'T KNOW, UNTIL YOU WERE ACTUALLY GONE.
ShrimpyEvil (11:59:39 PM): ::laughs to her self::: thanks anyway
Sean (12:00:15 AM): ::NOT FUNNI THE BOI SAYS::
UR WELCOME
Sean (12:00:24 AM): DO YOU THINK I LIKE YOU?
ShrimpyEvil (12:01:04 AM): i bet no one would care if i was just gone oneday and never heard from
ShrimpyEvil (12:01:18 AM): and no not really
Sean (12:01:38 AM): WHY ARE U SAYING THIS???
Sean (12:01:42 AM): I THINK UR LYING!
ShrimpyEvil (12:01:51 AM): no reason
ShrimpyEvil (12:02:13 AM): not like u care anyway
Sean (12:02:13 AM): YOU THINK THAT I LIKE YOU, BECAUSE I KISS YOU ALOT...BUT NO I JUST JOKE AROUND TO PISS YOU OFF
ShrimpyEvil (12:03:23 AM): ik that
ShrimpyEvil (12:04:12 AM): i dont think u like me
ShrimpyEvil (12:04:23 AM): not in anyway
Sean (12:04:49 AM): I WOULDN'T SAY THAT (NOT LIKE YOU CARE ANYWAY)
Sean (12:04:56 AM): OH OKIA GOOD
ShrimpyEvil (12:05:37 AM): dont lie to me im just there to u. if u never heard from me ever again i bet u'd be happy
Sean (12:06:03 AM): NAH!
Sean (12:06:11 AM): HEARD FROM EVER AGAIN, AS IN WHAT? KILLING URSELF?
ShrimpyEvil (12:07:34 AM): nah just saying...
Sean (12:07:41 AM): OH OKAI
Sean (12:07:46 AM): R U GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE?
ShrimpyEvil (12:08:09 AM): nah
Sean (12:08:17 AM): OH OKAI GOOD
ShrimpyEvil (12:08:45 AM): like anyone would realy care anyway....
Sean (12:09:17 AM): STOP SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT!!!
ShrimpyEvil (12:09:56 AM): i'm sorry
Sean (12:10:05 AM): OKAYZ
ShrimpyEvil (12:11:46 AM): i didn' mean to freak u out or anything. I just been feeling down latly thats all and when I feel down my mind going to a scary place
Sean (12:14:20 AM): OH OKIA, IF YA FEEL DOWN...YA KNOW WHAT?
ShrimpyEvil (12:14:50 AM): hmmm?
Sean (12:15:38 AM): JUST KEEP SWIMMING...JUST KEEP SWIMMING...SWIMMING SWIMMING ...JUST KEEP SWIMMING...OR IN YOUR DEFENSE.........JUST KEEP DRAWING...JUST KEEP DRAWING...DRAWING....DRAWING...JUST KEEP DRAWING...LOL
ShrimpyEvil (12:16:18 AM): ::chuckls a little::
Sean (12:16:33 AM): HEHEHEHE...LOL...I WAS HOPEING TO MAKE YOU LAUGH!
ShrimpyEvil (12:16:53 AM): ::smerks::

I'm bord and Case Closed in coming on so I'm off. Maybe I'll feel better after watching some TV.

~Jen~

http://chibiangel86.deviantart.com/journal/

OMG! A little while ago I just saw the last ep of Angel. I'm so sad that I wanna cry. On top of that I'm in a bad mood now. WHY DID IT HAVE TO END WITH A GD CLIFF HANGER!! WHY!!! DAMN YOU FOX!! DAMN YOU!! Jeff and J.T. (the damb guy they are) can't understand why I'm upset. Okay Jeff doesn't watch the show, but I thought J.T. would be pissed to. OMG. Westly died. :'( And when the blue chick mad her self look like Fred..... I cried. It was so sad. Lorin killed Lindsay and Gun looked like he was dying. At the very end they were about to fight an army of demons and poof it was over. :cries: They better make a made 4 tv movie reaping it up of have someone elts pick it up of something. I feel so empty. TV sucked tonight. Smallvill wasn't any better either. At the end I was like Huh? wtf? But at least that's coming back. Angel gets axed but shitty shows like Charmed stays? WTF?! My head hurt's. I so can't talk to anyone now or I might end up in a fight with someone. I'm pissed at J.T. I said I'm glad Spike didn't die ans he said he should of, him with his bleached blond hair. I kinda blocked him until I put my away up. I will never forget when Angel told Lindsay that he wanted him. XD That was so funny. The looks on their faces. ::sniff-sniff:: I guess me and Christine have something to talk about in advisory. Well, that's all I shall say for now. I'm gonna go to bed soon. Bye.

~Jen~

PS Good bye my sweet Angel. It;s been a good 4 years. (I say 4 ignore the on season with Jasmin, Coner and Cordy.) You will be missed.

I'm copying from her.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says:

"...could see the magnificent radiance of his eyes and the... [Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice]

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

The love seat in my living room.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

The Most Unforgtable News Stories (or something like that). Hey I was in my brodcating class.

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:

4:30 pm

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?

4:31 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

The fan blowing.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Last time I was outside was when I was walking home from school.

8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?

I was reading Badly Drawn Kitties.

9. What are you wearing?

My black pants with the pockets and a blue plaid night tank top.

10. Did you dream last night?

I think I did, but I don't recall of what though.

11. When did you last laugh?

While I was re-reading yesterdays Venus Envy strip.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

Lights, a wind chime, some scroll thing and family pix.

13: Seen anything weird lately?

Tanisha and Christine were in school today. Does that count? ^_^

14: What is the last film you saw?

Texas Chainsaw Massacre. It wasn't that good. Just your everyday slasher movie.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

ANIME AND MANGAS!!

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.

My compters name is Bob, my printers name is Bobby and my scaners name is Bruce. ^_^

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

I would be ruling it. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

19: Do you like to dance?

Yes. Just not in front of peple.

20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?

EW-WAH!

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?

Samantha Rose

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?

Devon

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?

Hmmmm I don't know.

I'm dying/Thinking of graduation...

Journal Entry: Mon May 17, 2004, 10:04 PM

I have to do a Book Analysis and I don't know what book to read. It's has to be a fiction book. I have 4 shortish book. All are Pokemon though. I would try to use a manga but this is a big chunk of my grade so um.... yah. The books are: Mewtwo Strikes Back, I choose You, Team Rocket Blasts Off or Island of the Giant Pokemon. They have about 80 something pages and the print is big. ^_^. I hope she doesn't give me looks. I might use Mewtwo Strikes Back or I choose You. If I didn't 4get about it I would of used something like Interview with the Vampire or a Goosebumps book, but I did so Pokemon it is. Well I g2g. I need to start reading something. ~Jen~

I have my senior class trip pix now. Some of the falls turned out really good. I'll scane some tomarrow. Also I'll be posting the all the pix here. Well, that's all.

~Jen~

First I just wanna say Happy Mother's Day to my Mum. I love you and thank you for all the wonderful things you have do for me. ^_^

Secondly my comic Black and Red might end (again). Fireoz http://fireoz.deviantart.com/ hasn't sent in the new comic for two weeks now. I hop everything is okay. The comic usually updates once a week on Sundays but that hasn't happened for two weeks. I was thinking about replacing Fireoz (even tough I don't really want to) but who would I get to replace her? ::sighs:: I'll e-mail her seeing if things are okay and see if myabe she's been busy with school. If school to blame then no hard feelings.

Also I'm going to get my trip pix back today. I can't wait.

~Jen~

I'm going to buy DDR for my PS2. Yay. I have to get my Mom to order it for me first. ^_^; Also I'm gonna get my Mom to order this CD single of me. It's How Do I Deal by Jennifer Love Hewitt. There's some other song by someone elts who's name escapes me now. It's only $3 new $0.75 used. Cheap Cheap. Unlike DDR. I'm getting the mat too so together it's $50 not including the S&H. There goes all my $ again. I can get more money if I skip some lunches this week. My Dad gives me $15 for lunch and when I got school food I ended up using it up, but then I started getting stuff from the vending machine or skip lunch and just get a bottle of water. I can eat cheap if I wanna. I don't totally skip lunch usually because I'm afraid that I'll pass out or something. The only times I skip lunch if 1) I'm not hungry 2) my tummy is upset for some reason or 3) If I stay in Ms. A's room to use one of her computers.

I'm addicted to his Drivers Ed game. Damn parallel parking. Well, me and my Mum are going to rent a movie so I g2g.

~Jen~