I'm feeling low again. Like anyone really cares. Right now I'm just wasting space with my fat ass. I'm such a loser. No body really cares about me. They may say thay do, but they only say it cause that think thats what that should say. If i died noone would care. I would be forgoten in a sec. I'm justs o dumb. Why the fuck can't I be happy? Why do I feel this way? 'cause I'm stupit thats why.

Right now Seans trying to cheer me up. I think I scared him b4 with my depressing words.

ShrimpyEvil (11:53:46 PM): if i was just gone one day would u even care?
Sean (11:54:24 PM): WHAT DO YOU MEAN OFF LINE?
ShrimpyEvil (11:55:07 PM): what it I was just gone and never heard from again would i miss me?
ShrimpyEvil (11:55:12 PM): *u
Sean (11:55:19 PM): WHY DO U ASK>?
ShrimpyEvil (11:55:42 PM): just wondering
Sean (11:56:44 PM): NO...THERE'S A REASON? WHY DO YOU ASK?
ShrimpyEvil (11:57:13 PM): there isn't
Sean (11:57:45 PM): YES THERE IS, ARE U ASKING ME THAT IN CODE AND THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION, WILL DETERMINE IF I LIKE YOU?
ShrimpyEvil (11:57:59 PM): no
ShrimpyEvil (11:58:11 PM): ::gags::
Sean (11:58:11 PM): OH OKIA, I DUNNO?
Sean (11:58:42 PM): PEOPLE NEVER KNOW THOSE KINDA QUESTIONS, UNTIL THE PERSON IS ACTUALLY GONE, SO I WOULDN'T KNOW, UNTIL YOU WERE ACTUALLY GONE.
ShrimpyEvil (11:59:39 PM): ::laughs to her self::: thanks anyway
Sean (12:00:15 AM): ::NOT FUNNI THE BOI SAYS::
UR WELCOME
Sean (12:00:24 AM): DO YOU THINK I LIKE YOU?
ShrimpyEvil (12:01:04 AM): i bet no one would care if i was just gone oneday and never heard from
ShrimpyEvil (12:01:18 AM): and no not really
Sean (12:01:38 AM): WHY ARE U SAYING THIS???
Sean (12:01:42 AM): I THINK UR LYING!
ShrimpyEvil (12:01:51 AM): no reason
ShrimpyEvil (12:02:13 AM): not like u care anyway
Sean (12:02:13 AM): YOU THINK THAT I LIKE YOU, BECAUSE I KISS YOU ALOT...BUT NO I JUST JOKE AROUND TO PISS YOU OFF
ShrimpyEvil (12:03:23 AM): ik that
ShrimpyEvil (12:04:12 AM): i dont think u like me
ShrimpyEvil (12:04:23 AM): not in anyway
Sean (12:04:49 AM): I WOULDN'T SAY THAT (NOT LIKE YOU CARE ANYWAY)
Sean (12:04:56 AM): OH OKIA GOOD
ShrimpyEvil (12:05:37 AM): dont lie to me im just there to u. if u never heard from me ever again i bet u'd be happy
Sean (12:06:03 AM): NAH!
Sean (12:06:11 AM): HEARD FROM EVER AGAIN, AS IN WHAT? KILLING URSELF?
ShrimpyEvil (12:07:34 AM): nah just saying...
Sean (12:07:41 AM): OH OKAI
Sean (12:07:46 AM): R U GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE?
ShrimpyEvil (12:08:09 AM): nah
Sean (12:08:17 AM): OH OKAI GOOD
ShrimpyEvil (12:08:45 AM): like anyone would realy care anyway....
Sean (12:09:17 AM): STOP SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT!!!
ShrimpyEvil (12:09:56 AM): i'm sorry
Sean (12:10:05 AM): OKAYZ
ShrimpyEvil (12:11:46 AM): i didn' mean to freak u out or anything. I just been feeling down latly thats all and when I feel down my mind going to a scary place
Sean (12:14:20 AM): OH OKIA, IF YA FEEL DOWN...YA KNOW WHAT?
ShrimpyEvil (12:14:50 AM): hmmm?
Sean (12:15:38 AM): JUST KEEP SWIMMING...JUST KEEP SWIMMING...SWIMMING SWIMMING ...JUST KEEP SWIMMING...OR IN YOUR DEFENSE.........JUST KEEP DRAWING...JUST KEEP DRAWING...DRAWING....DRAWING...JUST KEEP DRAWING...LOL
ShrimpyEvil (12:16:18 AM): ::chuckls a little::
Sean (12:16:33 AM): HEHEHEHE...LOL...I WAS HOPEING TO MAKE YOU LAUGH!
ShrimpyEvil (12:16:53 AM): ::smerks::

I'm bord and Case Closed in coming on so I'm off. Maybe I'll feel better after watching some TV.

~Jen~